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Friday, December 09, 2005

different friends r realli for different times.. i realise...
the friends i actually have the most fun wif..
the friends whom i actually consider bestest..
the friends i tink of when im bored..
the friends i always look for when i've prob..
the friends i always look for when im happy or sad or sth..

n i realise they r all difernet ppl..
as a matter of fact..

see ar.. the ppl i actually have the most fun wif... sivam, naan n those other few in sec sch times.. dey r fun.. some of my bestest friend.. but its like.. dey r not realli those u'll sit around n tok bout problems around.... coz all u do wif dem is haf fun.. n haf more fun.. ma homies.. n i love them all..

while the bestest friends like yp, dk, jq, gene, jj all.. . they r not realli the exact fun-est ppl lar..
they don realli relate to jokes the same way i do.. so sometimes i hafta change myself to adapt to the way they relate to jokes.. at least most of dem ain as lame as eugene.. but they r realli like the bestest friend u can haf.. always dere n stuff.. they r always like the last i'll tink of when im like rottin to death at home but often the ones who'll b there in the end.. still dey r not those i'll related my problems wif... not dat i don trust dem.. but no point tellin them sometimes.. its so funny how we can juz.. not b tokin for a few months but when we meet up.. its like we've always been in contact.. seldom r there signs of a distant friendship... realli i meant it.. think dey r like freakin small part of my family..

but u see ar.. everytime i haf prob the 1st ppl i tink of happens to b the likes of joadine n all.. i donno wat.. nto exactly the fun ppl oso..but u juz wanna tell dem how terrible u r feeling.. maybe they juz shwo too much motherly love and care.. dats y.. hahah!!! n btw i juz made joadine angry again.. cool eh... but wateva.. lol!

k i noe the post was freakin gay.. but i was juz wondernig how come i had so much fun in sec sch but i call ma pri sch friends the bestest friends... n how they r so different.. how i'll b like tokin to joadine almost every day but she seems so much juz like a gd friend.. a ver close friend.. whom i cant even relate to at times.. haha -.-

but its fucken weird..
coz was talkin to meng n vernon bout all the fucking probs going around..
haha.. n i realise.. life is actually.. complicated.. not dat meng doesnt haf it. but he doesnt wanna give it.. probably coz he noes himself too well.. for vernon.. yea.. rght thing man.. terrible ar she. so jia lat... hahaha.. y bother bout any hidden msg.. haha!! well n for mi.. i realise.. i still love the way my life is.. i've got too many friends n i cant fucknig risk any of dem by diverting my attention.. n i juz love everyone too much to b loving someone.. moreover.. dere r too amny someone to actually make it someONE.. laff ppl.. laff.. laff somemore no one gon save those skinny balls of urs.. coz i'll decapitate u.. for not believing.. im gon skin ur black yellow wateva skin ur mom's left u.. take it probably use it to wipe kai's ass.. yeyeah!

n to da fuck face ---->> i'll probably slap ur mug so hard... so hard.. u gon.. feel the pain..

kkk fuck out im so tired.. tink ts another case of insanity due to exhaustion..

but dis time surely its some insanity to the max.. i donno wat i've been talkin all those for..
n its too long a post for me to wanan shut it.. watever.. pretty nobody reads ma blog so wateva.. haha
sivam comes in like once in a bluemoon to tag some rubbish... aiya wateva.. im sleepy to tink bout hu reads ma blog.. bye =.=

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