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Wednesday, August 23, 2006

ayes.. juz watched man u whip charlton 3-0

so in probably 1hrs time gon start preparing.. for some stupid shit commando interview..
i don wan go commando la sial..i sure die dere..
weak skinny chinese fuck..

n i got arm injury donno what the hell they tinkin send me that letter..
most fucked up thing is.
my mc finihs i haven extend.. so i hafta do the physical tests all..
dayum!!

i suppose everyone won money ytd...so its gd.

maybe the army thingy isnt that bad...
i don nid to go sch..

_____lzhfuckedout

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

fuck..
my life
has been screwed beyond redemption...
i donno..
or izzit that bad at all..
fuck it....
isnt the first time im facing this.. but its surely the worst time..
a lvls im talkin bout..
so fucked dead

the way it is.. even if i was given say 3 or 4 more yrs..i'hd all b the same..
i hope ppl all doing well tho..

ahhh.. fuck it..
when its all over...
im gone fail n thats that.

forever and one.i'll miss you

_____lzhfuckedout

Monday, August 14, 2006

so i was told this matter is ok.but i donno y.i cant fuckin bring myself to tell..

it was miserable man.. the way i had to force myself to tell sth so simple to even ppl like aslany..
but he says its ok..ok already.i donno.. i say fuck them all.

life at hm is crapped..i don usually complain abt my family..but the only reason for that is coz theres so much shit happening in it everyday that i couldn't b bothered to care anymore n i bet no one noes bout it...

wonder how can anyone b so dumb.. to nv nv nv ever learn...he knew it was sth that could haf...or i should say.. should haf alreadi gotten him dead..well..fuck it..everyone takes help for granted.n he wont get it till one day the pain fucks rght thru him..n his brain.

i understand im not the kind of person to always b at hm..and i like being alone at hm...but sometimes...it juz starts to crap u... when u return to an empty house everyday..but its fine.i swear i've gotten used to it.

so now..'A's coming..n i would most probably fail it.don say i wan to fail it pls.no one wants to fail their exams for shit..

but im gon try.
it wasnt my intention to go into jc..
still i hafta try.
afterall it was my choice to join jc...

n it all goes down to the fucking family again..
i still cant hide how much i love my mom though..
to always b there..
i understand how much she's been thru.
coz for me.i juz avoid going hm...
but she cant do it.
she loves this home too much..

im starting to go all emo now.
well...but gotta noe..it isnt going to b so bad.
coz it cant get anymore worse..

aiiite.
so everyone in class has started preparation for a levels..god bless dem..
teachers r tryin to help..
i suppose ms wong is pregnant now.. god bless her too..
i still like her coz shes a ver caring teacher..
even when she sucks as a teacher

n i juz pray that mr liew would burn in hell.
haf his balled ripped off n stuffed down his throat so he could b zhen fei-ing anyone..

n i miss baby so much..
mwah.

zack heich ee end heich euu aii

haha fuck lame dogs..basket

_____lzhfuckedout