hi..noticed how gay this site is?

i tok u listen-

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

1.40+am..
i noe how tired i m..
i noe i haf sch tml..
n i noe i hafta go slp..

but im tinkin of my baby sudd..
bah.. bullshit..

listen to some power metals at quite a loud blast... at this time.. inconsiderate.. but..
aiya fuck it..

lets all hope france win later on.. im not a particular fan of france.. but....

asssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
im an asshole.. but u r no better..

_____lzhfuckedout

Thursday, June 22, 2006

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_____lzhfuckedout

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

my parents ain happy..my dad is unhappy.. my mom is clearly angry.. n my sis is also scolding me..they think im wasting my life away...
well..i don care..
AHHHH

its this fuckin i don care attitude dats killing my life..
fuck it..

they tell me things.. they tell me wat i should do.. they tell me how i should live my life..
dat the world is this and that.. and we hafta do this and dat to survive...they tell me things..from their perception.. out of my context..dey don see wat i see... i don get wat they see..
i cant help but kip fuckin tellin myself we're born to juz one day die.. so we should juz b fuckin happy everyday n juz haf fun...we're so insignificant to the universe n i donno wat purpose we're here for..n till someone finds out abt dat..
we should all juz haf fun...
and everyone will tink im crazy...not bcoz its wrong but juz bcoz they don see wat i see...

i understand fully.. that i hafta study hard... n get gd grades.. so i can get gd job.. wid gd pay... to give my mom n dad a gd life n shit like dat....
i donno.. i don tink i can do it.... maybe one day.. the toto prize will b mine.. it makes it sounds so consoling..

if we all work so hard?? wat r we doing for the world??do we get sth?does the world benefit??
can we help to kip the world moving?? to kip the sun burning....n if everybody works so hard..
could it b that we're born to do dat..or its juz wat ppl tink we're supposed to do..if everyone works so hard..n i don..im an outcast...but if im happy n everyones working n we all die...hmmmmmmmm

i'hd choose to b the guy who plays hard n always haf fun..poor but always happy..n die young coz he ain got money for proper medical care...

coz i noe of ppl slogging so hard.. fallin sick.. using money for proper medical care juz so they can go work.. n work... n get the cash.. so when they are rich.. they start spending it on things they think makes them happy...i donno n eventually everyone dies rght..

i choose.. to b
the first..

den they say u cant b happy without money..quite true..my sis said dat..
i told her a job of pay abt 1k+ 2k will do..
then i remember abt havin to take care of my parents n its like FUCK!

if u do not stuyd hard enuff..coz u juz play n play..they say u r wasting ur life.. u pretty much don care..coz ur happy wid ur life...
then there r ppl who study so fuckin hard coz they don wan to b wasting their life away... so they work n work..till hair starts falling..n they work.. they forget bout sex n they work n work..
n when they get so stressed they die of heart diseases..
probably on the death bed they would regret workin so hard..
whos wasting their lives away..

aiya i give up la..
i'll live a dream now..
a singapore dream..
the toto fantasy

this blog entry is fucked up..
it makes mi wanna die so bad..
n i don wanna waste my life away..
so lets all go n play

_____lzhfuckedout

Thursday, June 15, 2006

kkkk fuck it.. fuck it all...
i hate it most.....
the fucking things is U DID NTH...
yea n im pissed bcoz someone did nth

so.. i won the ecuador game taking over.. the 3rd goal came at 92nd min.. how else lucky
hopefully it continues n i sweep the game today..

pls pls
let my day b gd.. yeyeah!

_____lzhfuckedout

Saturday, June 03, 2006

i kip thinkin nobody reads my blog..
but i know ppl do come in once in a while...
i kip hopin nobody reads my blog
but i like to talk as if everyone would b reading it...

RGHT?? U PPL AGREEEEE??

lol

i'll juz..
b
im fucken depressed..
coz im so bored.. until i get depressed..
it realli happens.. its not bullshit.. trust me
n i cant get to slp.. coz in the afternoon i was so bored i slept n slept..

proof im bored ---> i don understand cantonese... im listenin to cantonese song

+

The campfire song song by spongebob squarepants

so how?

im juz gon put alot of spacing to make is entry seem long...

well... ppl hafta kip moving..
im juz slow at dat..
so ppl all leave..
dey can all leave.....
im so fine..
=)

its gon b aslany bday on monday..
n si hua..
wonder how shes doin now....

i seem to miss so many ppl.. but i get lazy whenever i wanna go out wid dem...
tml i mite b goin to tampines mall..
tip off from su yuan t(o.o t) bang bang!

feel like playin pool..
feel like watchin tv.
feel like watchin the show i used to love---> coz of the actress i like alot..
feel like writing shit here all night.. coz i cant get to slp...

k i was playin solitaire showdown wid my ver pro cousin for a long while juz now..
she is realli gd... or m i juz lousy...

ya ya btw
im startin to find the cantonese song nice
wahahha!

kip readin if u got the time.. i noe your bored..
u wont even b readin my blog if u werent
rght?
losers...

i wanna go out
i wanna get money to play whole day
i wanna...
get my atm card tml!!!!!

i wanan buy a bag..
wanna buy tees... lots of it
i wanna kip a look out for shoes... n babes

it feels so weird after the incident..
she took it so seriously..
msn conversation... wth
i juz didnt noe..
was like i told a lie or sth..
yea.. yea.. so i was lyin to him..
ur juz my daughter rght??

dont feel the same anymore
think deres sth u hafta tell mi abt..
coz there r so much i dont noe yet..

love... only love!!! try to win back ur love!!
i'll b dere...
i'lllll b dere!!!!!!! if we go again.. all the way from the start..
i would try to change... things that killed our love
ur pride has built a wall so strong
i cant get thru...
is dere realli no chance...
to start once again!!

IF WE GO AGAIN!!!
ALL THE WAY FROM THE START...

I WOULD TRY TO CHANGE... THINGS THAT KILLED OUR LOVE.....
YES, I'VE HURT YOUR PRIDE N
I KNOW WHAT U'VE BEEN THRU..
U SHOULD GIMME A CHANCE...
THIS CANT B THE END!!!
IM STILL LOVIN U...
IM STILL LOVIN U.......
IM STILL LOVIN U..
STILL LOVIN U..

aww how sweet.. wtf

lol!

i've been bloggin for 20mins alraedi..
ooo..
now its black diamond on my playist
lol!!
bb still loving you
lol

i miss my baby..
i coulda go out wid beyonce.. i'll still miss her...

after dat... lol!

kk lets stretch on..
errr.errrrrrr
omg my friend keith is gay
he asked mi to play gunbound today
told him how gay he was
he replied wid a

bleahhhhhh~

WTF HAF I DONE TO DESERVE SUCH A FRIEND??!?!?
ahhh..

its 4am
i'll b bloggin..
its almost 30mins alreadi...
wat if wat if
i break the record for the longest post ever????

hi ppl.. im lee zhen hui aka undoubtedly and undeniably the super duper handsome like can b angel but not angel act like angel but still not angel yandao-est kia...

i've got a super nice mother... n a so - so father..
but i love them both.

i've got 2 sisters.. i love them.. but they r plain irritatin...so m i..
its in the genes..
my mom's fault

i studied in rosyth primary sch... where all the geeks are... so when u touch dem they b like..
i tell teacher har!!!! n u were young then so u didnt care... the teachers neither..
n if it was now i would fuck them up so hard.. so they could tell teachers i fuck dem..
den i can go fuck the teacher....
but then again..maybe im juz bored...

o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o o ----> 88 o's believe it or not.. count it urself

ya.. i forgot to tell u ppl deres a mosquito in my room probably has been stinging mi for as long as i've been bloggin...

still boredom overwhelmes anything....
soo jeng told me when sining goes to nz.. hes going to bao er nai..
i so hope she reads dis so soo jeng would get a beatin..
n he asked mi to intro him girls....
hmmm

sivam has gone to slp..
he told mi he took dis 72 n the bus was made in 1983..
he even told me the stuff i will b lookin for tml would cost 38.90...

ya.. he was juz guessin....
FUCK U PPL IF U ALL R STILL READING U FUCKIN LOSERS!!!!!!

kk lets continue..
i wanna click the publish post..
im considering..
hmm
but by clickin it.. it means i cant type nonsense anymore...
lemme think...
.....

today i had popiah for breakfast...
porno for lunch
porridge for dinner..
n nestle pocoa punch for supper..

i'll feast on pana tml.
i swear i was tinkni of goin prata wid jq anyway..
lemme get some rest n drink some water.. i'll b back

k im back..
i drank like 1 1/2 mug of water..
now i wanna go livescore.com..

apparently singapore beat malaysia on penalty once again..
spain is playin egypt now..

kk u ppl shudup n juz read...
im not a loser. im not drunk..
im not insomniac...
im juz bored

B-O-R-E-D..
woahohoho

stare stare..
i've stared at the word B-O-R-E-D for 5mins now.. n i finally yawned..
im puttin on all the lullabies i haf..
im still missing my baby..
she probably hates me now.

k it doesnt matter..
shes fine n its all..

4.30
its been an hour here..
im almost learnin the "beauty has come" properly.

for those who haf stuck thru n read dis all..congrats
coz we haf reached the CLIMAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEA CLIMAX.. guess wAT!?!?

tImE tO sLp!!!

gd morning ppl..
gd morning baby..
gd morning mom..
gd morning friends

gd night handsome
gd nite sis..
gd nite lil bro

gd bye blog
bye losers..
bye computer.. cya tml
bye errr...spongebob n patrick.
bye barney too. don worri ur not left out

kkkkk
i hate u baby..
hate mi too...

wahahaha!

but i fuckin miss her. .crap

_____lzhfuckedout