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Thursday, March 15, 2007

i love my grandma. she gave me a $120 angbao

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Monday, March 12, 2007

my african dream.....
im going ns this fri.. n deres alot of stuff i haven done..
coz i couldn't get back to sch so now i hafta go ns.... n im really unsure whether i can still move to africa in the future..

always wanted a move to africa one day.. my mom thinks im crazy.. but my sis has alr accepted it..

but now i cant get a spot in sch means it might be harder to do so...
haha.. jq wants to go dere too n he also doesnt know how he's gonna do it either.. but different agendas and the size of africa probably means we wont be on the same journey anyway..

n i've said previously that my dreams aren't as empty as my life seems to be..
see. i had aims.. i've wanted to go africa since i was young but didnt tink it would b possible juz leavin my family behind n stuff... n it was pure rapid hope loss.. i didnt have an aim n all the studies im doin seem really pointless.. simply couldn't motivate myself to study at all.. but now dat im older.. dere isnt so much of a problem wid africa anymore.. but i hafta get enuff cash to get there.. i nid savings for my expenses dere n all the shits n i donno how im goin to do so..
now i want to study but its hard... its really just my fault for not studyin last yr.. but i wont say im regretting not studyin coz its the way i am.. n its probably just pure unlucky i couldn't realise it earlier...

hahaha im sorry for makin this post all sad n emo n stuff.. but im feeling quite shit over dis though ns wont seem to be too much of a bad idea..

n anyway... school wont be the only way dere..
if i cant get dere when im 30.. i'll go dere when im 40.. or 50

haha! eugene said he wont want to see my return wid a black wife n kid
so when im old n grey i'll return home to show eugene my black wives n kids..

okokokok.. tml im meetin up wid tpjc eugene n probably yp as well to settle some ns stuffs.. buy some crap.. n get ready for life in camp..

i'll probably die in dere la damn..
fuck ns la. hahahahaha!

means its time for a complete change of lifestyle..
sleeep at night..
wake up early..
more training..
more discipline...
more chores..
more shits
thus more wiping asses
n less hair..

botak botak botak botak..
i've got my fone.. my sis's used.. used used fone..
n now i nid an ipod for ns..
lol dats besides the bags n all la which im goin to get tml..
n im going to finally use a wallet...

exciting eh???
hahaha

"preying for the moon, hiding for the day...
these might be our last times..
i ain't gonna see you taken away.....

heading for the dawn of our way of life
you're welcome to give it your best try...
look me in the eyes oh, wolver..
this ain't your fairytale"

sonata arctica - ain't your fairytale
okokok i love you ppl..
those feeling happy for me i love u
n those who by now tinks im speaking crap.. fuck u..
u don't really noe me for who i am anymore ain it?

hahahaa...
ya ns also means i wont be back here for a long long long time.. but i hate this blog for the name n stuff anyway oso.. i was empty n emo n now im feeeling sorry for my previous pathetic self..
no one will wallow in self pity again coz my friend captain planet will save the day..

i didnt mean slitawristortwo... wat i meant was silatorsepaktakraw.blogpsot.com... it was juz typo la k?

hahaahaha! now dis post is ridiculously retarded..

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