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Sunday, May 07, 2006

so they say ppl do change.. they play less.. n feel less..
so the world probably gets colder now than before..

u don get the same joke comin out of ppl anymore.
no more same game.. the stuff all change.
all they want are pussies now.. we're losing it.
we're changin now
its juz part of fuckin growin up
all of clubs to clubs.. to grabbin all they've got in them,dat lil stub
jackin it like they were dealin cards.
n its bloody stupid. coz im wastin my sunday afternoon away.
tot i could start on my maths today..
but seems like i lost the questions anyway..

so maybe i'll do some econs later on.
im fucked up.

its juz.. all comin so fast...
i realli want to do sth gd.. n i cant even complete the fuckin sentence coz no one is supposed to noe

im realli grateful no one reads my blog..
but im not gon say it out here juz in case someone pops in here.
i noe they do.. once in a bluemoon...

i juz..
fuckin try..
would b tryin.

if u could juz do ur part.
i noe how i should b..
n i noe its not dis way.
hope u could do sth abt it. its not too late.

n i'll b doin all i can. u noe it

for now.
its juz studies..
findin the mood to study..
it nv comes.
i'll juz hafta catch it when it comes along.

FUCK...

i noe.
its all too late.
i'll probably b out of sch.. maybe no chance i can do well anymore.
n in JC.. deres no pass fail.
its juz like Gd.. or.. die.
coz onli gettin A's n B's could get u into local unis.

not like ma parents could send mi overseas.
i wished they could.. yea.. i wish

but its not gon b dis way.
n i cant find the mood to study
n deres pretty much nth anyone could do abt it.
i juz cant find a source of motivation out of liew siew..
he so easily makes ppl lose interest in studies
sometimes i juz wish he chokes on his shoe n die in the staff toilet.

aiiiiiite ppl.
im gon go off..
n i donno when i'll b back.
bye

_____lzhfuckedout